I've been trying so hard to be strong and look at everything I need to change in me in the hopes that he will find me attactive again. Not physically... that needs way more work, but my personality.
I need friends, I need a life... something more than work.
I need a spark... I flamed out. How do I make my way back? Or get the journey started in the first place? He has found something he feels passionate about? Why not I?
It is like I see the inevitable laid out before me. He will find someone who inspires him, is his biggest cheerleader, not someone who makes him feel lacking. that is what I've become. How did it get to this?
And how do I achieve forgiveness towards him and from him? Is it possible or is this the end?
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